I have a lot of secrets.....and i just came up with this idea for this blog because i am actually listening to the song "Secrets" haha. It really does have a great meaning! and it fits perfectly to my life and probably everyone else's life.
Secrets suck.
They really do because you cant tell anyone about them...they are just their to remind you of your dirty past and what you wish you could undo. I know I have too many secrets! I have some that yes I would tell my friends but some that i would take to the grave. I've done things even as a elementary kid that i regret. My secrets have just held me down at times and i dont want that anymore. I want to feel free. I want to be happy about my past.
God knows my secrets though....i cant hid them from Him but its weird cause that is the person that we should really be worried about keeping our secrets from. But even through all the baggage, He really does still love us! and I am very grateful for his endless grace and mercy!
In a way im okay with having baggage because it has shaped me into the person i am today. Im more cautious about things and i really try(but fail sometimes) to watch what i do and what i say. Never feel too bad about your past. Letting it eat you up inside makes the situation worse...be in control of your life and dont let the events of the past rule it. Its okay to be ashamed...i am! but its a good ashamed..i know thats weird to think..but good ashamed can always cause something great to happen in your life..and if you didnt have that baggage before you might have missed out on the great chance.
Secrets are never fun but their there....so we deal with it. We learn and we move on with life.
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